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Her father's arrest - To flee or not to flee (Original in Russian)

In this excerpt, Alma Valintėlienė talks about her father's arrest on 15 June 1941. She explains that her father had decided not to try to escape, despite the location of their house, on the edge of the forest, which was a convenient place for escaping.

Her father's arrest - The family is separated (Original in Russian)

Alma Valintėlienė discusses their separation from her father at the train station. She and her mother were deported to Siberia.

Her father's arrest - The reasoning behind the arrest (Original in Russian)

Alma Valintėlienė explains that her father was arrested and she and her mother deported because they were part of the Lithuanian middle class, her father being from a family of "kulaks".

The journey to Siberia (Original in Russian)

Alma Valintėlienė traces the steps of the journey she and her mother made to the Siberian village of Sobolinka.

Living with bedbugs (Original in Russian)

Alma Valintėlienė recounts their living conditions on arriving in Siberia. They lodged with a family, and suffered particularly from the bedbugs.

Hunger and guilt (Original in Russian)

Alma Valintėlienė tells a particularly striking episode from her childhood: while her mother was at work, she couldn't resist eating a little more porridge than she was allowed. She remembers her mother's disappointment when she returned, and the guilt that has followed her ever since.

Hunger and the black market (Original in Russian)

In this excerpt, Alma Valintėlienė describes her weak physical condition as a child, and the incessant hunger. She explains that potatoes were bartered on the black market for clothes, but that she and her mother had left their suitcase with Alma's father, and could not use this means to obtain food.

Lost in the taiga (Original in Russian)

Alma Valintėlienė tells of an episode in the taiga where she and a group of children led by Alma Valintėlienė's landlady got lost in the taiga and only managed to find their way back at 4 a.m.

Her mother's work (Original in Russian)

In this excerpt, Alma Valintėlienė discusses her mother's difficult work in grain supply departments.

Songs from the homeland (Original in Russian)

In this excerpt, Alma Valintėlienė recalls the arrival of young Lithuanians in Krylovka, and the Lithuanian songs they sang.

First return to Lithuania and back to Krylovka (Original in Russian)

In this excerpt, Alma Valintėlienė talks about her first return to Lithuania, without her mother, in 1947, and the reunion with her grandparents. She explains that she had to return to the USSR, to Krylovka, to join her mother, because of suspicions against her in Lithuania.

A sense of belonging to the homeland (Original in Russian)

Alma Valintėlienė explains that throughout her childhood she felt a sense of belonging to the Lithuanian homeland, although she had few memories of her country at that time.

Final return to Lithuania and difficulties (Original in Russian)

After training in the USSR, Alma Valintėlienė returned to Lithuania to become a Russian teacher. She explains that she felt discriminated against throughout her career.

Religion (Original in Russian)

Alma Valintėlienė talks about her faith and religious holidays, which she has always kept, in Siberia and in Lithuania. She explains that after her return to Lithuania, she had to practise her faith in secret so as not to jeopardise her career.

Researching the history of her father - The NKVD archives (Original in Russian)

In this excerpt, Alma Valintėlienė explains her research in the NKVD archives after the collapse of the USSR to find out more about the end of her father's life. She explains that she was particularly shocked by the speed of the accusation and arrest procedure against her father, who was denounced by a witness as a "traitor to the nation".

Researching her father's story - Her father's death (Original in Russian)

Alma Valintėlienė reads a document she received in 1990 that details the final months of her father's life. She tells how her mother had received a letter from an acquaintance of her father's, saying that he had recognised his friend among the dead of the camp.

Passing on her story (Original in Russian)

Alma Valintėlienė explains that she did not immediately tell her story to her daughters, who were not really interested in it. It was only after Lithuania gained independence that the stories of the deportees were considered to be of national interest and that Alma Valintėlienė's daughters began to take an interest.